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Lynna Malia

I don't do Saturdays

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Formspring Q&A!

29.6.10

So, I told you guys i have a Formspring and you can ask me questions there..So, here goes

First question!

Q : Can I hav ur no.?
A : No..Not really

Well, Duh! I don't fucking know who is that!

Next question

Q : If u hav a million dollars, wht wud u do wit it?
A :
I'll invest it and then make a lot more money..Cha ching!

I like money! $ $ $

Next question

Q : Do You Listen To Bullet For My Valentine?
A :
Yes, yes I do :)

QUESTION WINNER!!

Last but not least

Q : I luv your blog!<3
A :
Thank you :S

Although its not a question but it deserves the place here :D

So, keep asking more questions and to be sure I'll answer them :) Link is right below. Just click it and then ask :D

Peace yo!

http://www.formspring.me/LynnaMalia



Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Bitch, you can't change me :)

To those who wanted me to be somebody better..This shit is fer you :)

Everyone has got a secret side
A winding path that's through
A door that's open wide
I think you know me
But I'm changing all the time

Because if I wanna be sweet
If I wanna be wild
If I wanna cry like a child
If I pick up the world
In the palm of my hand
I guess that's just who I am

This is me, can't ignore it
Reaching out, breaking free
Constantly falling forward
Yeah, I'm just going for it
This is me

Sometimes life is a confusing thing
When I talk it seems like no one's listening
Try to be an angel, but I just can't find my wings

'Cause I wanna be sweet
But I wanna be wild
And I wanna find my own style
So I make a mistake, then I do it again
But I do it the best that I can

More than what you see
Find out who I can be...

Right, so, to those who wanted me to change, Fuck you. I'm done pleasing people. It's my life and I'm in charge of it. Not you. Thanks for making the effort though :D Make sure to read it all over again till it's rooted in that thick and fucked up brain of yours

Peace
xoxo
Lynna :]




Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Noobs!

27.6.10


HEY YO! :D Okay, it's like 12:00am now and I'm still not tired. I don't really know why. Hmmm, so, everyone in Singapore just found out that school is like today because of the time right now. I mean, I didn't even do one freaking question on my math homework! Like what the hell? I think I'll do a late night homework-leave-some-question-out time. Sigh, welcome to my life. To be honest, I can't remember what the teacher thought me for the past 6 and 1 third month =| No, I'm not forgetful. I'm just...having a happy holidays that's all. Well, come on! WHAT KIND OF HOLIDAYS IS IT WITH HOMEWORK AND TUITION?! It's holidays people. Supposedly, to relax the old shell.. Not crack it up more! Sheesh, teachers nowadays. I'm currently waiting for Brandon to get online. Chat with him a little and then hit the hay. I'll wake up around 5:30am so I got enough time to dry, straightened my hair :D

Well, my dad is going to service the computer. Lols! Luckily he didn't service it during the hols. I'll die. Really. Or I will start doing nonsense and bother alot of people. Including plants. Yes, plants have feelings. They talk to me all the time. They say that people don't like plant no more :( I cried when my little shoot died :( I buried it :( It was a sad most sorrowful funeral ever!! :( Everyone was there.

Dude, what the fuck was that?!
It was the final curtain call for my adorable little shoot whom I named him Scruffy
-.- Fuck that...

Well, anyways, I hate school! :D Oh and by the way, I got a formspring, so, ask me questions about anything really and I'll answer them. I'll even put it up here once I finished answering them :D Here's the link and ask moi : http://www.formspring.me/LynnaMalia
Please..If you're gonna like spam or write me something retarded, I'd rather think you should keep that to yourself. I ain't no girl who ya can fucking fuck around with :D Mkay? Kay.
So, I'll be going now :D I'll write more.Toodles

Till sheeps moo
xoxo
Lynna :]
P.S. Don't be stupid, sheeps don't moo, mkay?


Sunday, June 27, 2010

Brandon!

26.6.10

Brandon Franklin Walters

So, helloooo! Yes yes, bitches! That's my bestest most best best buddeh! Well, here's how we meet.

Last time, when I got introduced to Tagged, I was completely lost. So, I ended up clicking random buttons on the site and then I came across his profile. I'd admit it, first time I saw him, I have a major crush on him. Then as time flies, we talked to each other all the time! Haha, there's a couple of ups and downs with him. I think I made him mad about 2 times. Wow, thirds time the charm huh? Lol, I still remembered both of us had a crush on each other. Good times good times. Lol, I miss those times. Well, I'll bet that none of you guys have ever had a conversation like ours. It's nice :D and "Fun" lol. Well. I don't think he knows we're friends for a very long time. Like about a year now. Lol. He's really cute though ! NO STEALS! But, I use to be jealous when he has a crush on this girl name Emma. Lol, broke me wee heart :( JUST KIDDING! :P

I'm currently talking to him now. Enjoying it while it lasts. Ya know, I've always wanted to visit him in person. As much as he is a sweetheart on the net, I wonder how about in real life? PERFECT MUCH?! Lol, he wouldn't want to fall for me again. Sigh, he's adorable. I swear if one of my closest friends were to hook up with him, I'd kill myself !! >:( KIDDING!!! (again) Or am I?? O.< hahaha. Lol, I ain't gonna tell you anymore about him. He is one hell of a mystery. LOL!!! LOL!!! LOL!! That was unnecessary.. Hahha, okay, so, I'm done now. Gonna get ready for guitar class. Just so you know, its 4:50am now. Not kidding. I hate insomnia!
Okay, I gotta go..Watching Rachael Ray now..So, bye

Till Sundays are longer
xoxo
Lynna :]
P.S. Eclipse coming soon :D


Saturday, June 26, 2010

I hate double-clicks

25.6.10

"I wish I could hear your voice
Don't leave me alone in this bed
I wish I could touch you once more
Don't leave me alone in this bed
Not tonight, not tomorrow..."


Yo! SUP?! Today, my hair is definitely "LOL" worthy. So, uhm, its me again, being boring...as usual.So, two of my closest friends decided why not we become a serious band. It's not gay at all. It could come in handy for money someday. So, I'm kinda okay about it. But the thing I'm not really excited about is that, if we finish doing covers and everything, we gotta come up with songs..and chords..and tablature ..and have to buy a new guitar. No, I'm not gonna borrow from anyone, that's gay. Really gay. That's from my opinion. Thanks. So, I've written something but it's really not that good..I need the dictionary. Dictionaries are cool. The coolest book ever! Wait, is it even a book? Well, it has words and pages, so, I'm going to take that it is a book :D Fuck, my brother is fucking irritating!! Fucking cunts!! My God, can't they just fucking shut up!!Damn, if they don't fucking stop knocking my fucking door, I'm going to rip their heads off!
No, I'm not going to do it for real! That's gross. Ugh.

Okay, I just yelled at them, good, they stopped. My fuck, aren't they irritating?! Ugh! They're knocking and knocking and knocking at my door just to get cheat codes from the net. Then, if there's cheat codes, why the fuck are they even playing the game? What the fucking point?! Damn all of those people who invented cheat codes. Fucking cheaters and liars. There I've said it! I'm like doing my things here and they're busy knocking my door! Like, HELLO! I'm using here. My brother should've use it first before they annoy me! Ugh, my life. That's just great! Annoying people, annoying brothers. What's next? Annoying toys?! Wait, they already have that. Great! Everything is annoying! Ugh! I will cuss and swear out loud if I could..Sigh, wouldn't want to spoil image. Lol, like as if!See?

See what? I have no idea what. I'm currently waiting for my mom and dad to bring back home lunch. I don't know what I'm having. Staying at Uncle Sam today. Currently at his house..Yeah, I have a room at Uncle Sam's house. Pretty cool. It's all green in color :D I loveeee Greeen :D GREEN! Yes, I meant to spell the word "green" with three 'e's . So, I'm bored..I'll probably be heading out to the mall or something..Buy stuff. Wait, I think I need a new bag.
Oh, that's right! School is gonna re-open in just another 2 more days! How's that for annoying bitches? Hmm,I have to deal with fags..again. What a life? But, I'm looking forward to start with History. History is fun fun fun! F is for friends who do stuff together. U is for u and me. N is for anywhere at anytime at all..down here in the deep blue sea! hahaha, Spngebob never fails to make me go WOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! haha, YOU ROCK SPONGEBOB!! It's weird how I'm older than him. He's like 11 now and I'm 14? And at the age of 11, he's working and living on his own??!! Wow, that's awesome. No, I'm not sarcastic. I mean, that's probably one of my dream to live on my own with tons of money and just be happy that I'm not living in this crap hole anymore. But I'll still be visiting my mom and dad. They're the first on my list to visit ;) love ya, mom. Love ya, dad.

Anyway, I've been writing for a very long time. I guess I better be going.
Bye! <3

Till painters sing "yankee doodle"
xoxo
Lynna :]



Friday, June 25, 2010

Things we won't forget

24.6.10


Hey ho! Hahahaha, Hi ho..hi ho..haha, Snow white :D Well, hello hello to all. How have you been doing? Yeah, I changed the skin again. I think I'm going to use for a very long time. Yes, the tagboard clicky think, I put my songs there :D Cause spamming keeps coming and coming. Woot, like fuck uh? Haha. Okay, the websites I'm all in, you guys can add me up if you got them, if not, don't bother making one and add me. It just seem like you're a stalker and then adding me and stuff like that. Well, whatever. Do it, don't do it, I don't really care.
But what I hate is that people loves to use my words or things !! I've come across a few.
Man, aren't they annoying?Pfft, they can be fer sure. Noobs. Hahaha, okay, well, I'm gonna talk about Dictionaries :D I love reading dictionaries. Yes,when I mean read, I read. :D haha, I just like looking at the words. Somehow, I can remember what they meant (O)_(O) <<< I'm wearing glasses! woot! hahaha!I'm watching Suite Life on Deck. Man! They grew up so fast! Not to mention hot! hahaha. They are really cute. Haha, Zack and Cody. My favorite two people!
Bye guys!

Till donkeys bark
xoxo
Lynna :]
P.S. Donkeys don't bark, ya noobs -,-



Thursday, June 24, 2010

My guardian Angel :')

22.6.10

Kyle Anthony Johnson

I wish to dedicate this 100th post to the person I love most. That's Kyle. My God do I love him to pieces. Oh, wait, I do. So very much. I kept doubting myself is because I kept wondering, why me? Why me amongst the other pretty girls in the world? It's surreal. Very surreal. To think a girl like me would have a guy like that? Well, to those who is always perfect : You won't feel the same way. To those like me : I'm in heaven :D okay, Kyle's background. Ehem..ehem..Okay, NOT GONNA TELL YA! Muahahaha! :D Well, Naj, wrote the sweetest most heart-felting thing ever. I'm not going to tell you what she wrote cause its confidential ;) Kyle, he's the best. I swear. I can't live without him! Well, oxygen too of course. I like his name though..Kyle Anthony Johnson. haha! I love that name! :D I wonder what's he doing..Hmmmm...Well, I can't think of anything.

Now, the sad part(I think) .
Well, Naj, to answer all of that question,
Yes, the nightmare still haunts me. For the obvious fact of course. I can't make it go away nor it can be forgotten somehow because it's a part of me where it makes me grow stronger. Yes, I shed my tears alone. I don't want people to see how weak I am. It hurts when you know someone who changed your life and mean a lot to you has been taken away, you can't help but to reminisce the good and the bad times till those rainclouds come out to play. Everyone hates me, let them be. They're not living my life. I am. Obviously, they can't understand anything I'm going through,yes..Well, what else am I going to reveal? I'm guessing I'll stop here. Anyways, thanks for being there when I needed you. :D Love you.

Kyle? He's always there. I love you, Kyle:)

Till tools that helps me get fixed
xoxo
Lynna :]


Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Don't let go of something you love...just hold on to them..

21.6.10

"Now would you hold me if i was crazy,
Girl I'm going crazy for you,
I'm crazy for you,
Let's waste away together,
We can stay this way forever"


Hey people :D Well, I'm in the zone to put quotes now..I know. It seems gay -.- It is gay.. Pfft. Okay, i swear this is the last time I'm gonna put them up.Yuck. Okay, so, I'm really shag right now.. I slept at 6:00am yesterday because of my insomnia. Its really buggin' me. Oh, my daddy is home ;D DADDY! Oh, by the way, I totally yesterday was Fathers' Day..:P Oops. I'm a bad daughter.

Well, anyway, have you guys heard about school re-opening?! That's pure torture right there. Really! I mean, it only feels like as if its only the weekends. The saying "Time flies when you're having fun" is true. Man, whoever creates that saying is a pure douche. I hate you! No, not really. Well, I'm not really satisfied bout this one person.. Can't tell the gender and the name please. That person is pretty sensitive which I hate the most about it.. Damn. That person listens to almost all the same band as me. Like WTF? later it will go on talking about shits I can't even understand. By the way, the english? Is wrecked =| Bahaha! I mean if you're going to be listening to song you don't even know who is the singer, then I'll suggest you don't listen to it.Very pissed writing this post.. IT IS FUCKING IRRITATING!!
So, I'm done here..More post of retards are coming soon

till exams has been terminated
xoxo
Lynna :]



Monday, June 21, 2010

It's...$9000?!

18.6.10

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her..."

Yes, that's a quote. I love that quote so fucking much and will never look down on it and yes that picture up there is actually two guys kissing. Well, don't like it? Don't read what I'm about to write.

We all know this four-lettered word "love" right? Well, do you really know what it means? No, don't look up into the dictionary. They give you crap about it. Well, you actually don't know what is love. Yes, it shows affection and shits like that. You tell you boyfriends/girlfriends , "I love you_____" Well, you say that cause you have to. Duh, they're your boyfriend/girlfriend. You're suppose to say it. lol. But, to be true, you're never going to find out and how love really feels like until you lost someone you most cared about(or get married). My point is love is complicated and hard to understand. Even experts says that so don't blame me ;P


What up, fellas?! Haha, okay okay..I'm in love with this band (^-^) heehe, can't tell ya who :D Find out for yourself ;) That's just because I'm lazy to tell ya who. For those who know, good. For those who doesn't, good. -.- Lol, okay, I think I'm done here. I have to get back to my life sitting on my chair. Wow, that sounds bad. Well, to un-bad the whole situation right now, I'm going to water my mom's plant with orange juice ;) Orange juice is refreshing and plants love to be refreshed! :D Toodles guys

Till Tarzan meets Jane
xoxo
Lynna :]


Friday, June 18, 2010

Wee! We all win! ;D

17.6.10

Alright. Get the picture? Yes? No? Maybe? Well, that picture is about two people from two different personalities being together. It's a good thing. It shows that, doesn't mean you're not alike you can't be together. Look at Amin and Najiha. They're definitely two different people with two different genre. Najiha is a girl who listens to rock, metal, and hard rock while Amin listens to Jiwang. Ew, Jiwang =| Hate Jiwang the most! Oops.. My point is that, well, you got my point.. I'm really lazy to write all the meaning down. If you know what's going on, congrats! If you don't, then good luck. Ask someone then. Okay, anime is awesome! haha, Did I mention AWESOME! I'm like watching it right now. It's so super cool :P Gotta love Anime. Well, if you don't watch them, you're a NOOB! NOOB! haha, if you can't play Guitar Hero and beat me, you're a NOOB too. Sorry, Naj. I gotta say it. Hahaha. So far, nobody has beaten my in Guitar hero before =| Not that I know of.

Today, I want to set a target to sleep really early. Like around 12:30 am. That's a bonus for me. I usually sleep around 6:00 am . Being able to sleep at 12:30 is way cool! haha! Well, I have to get going. My eyes need to be closed early.

See ya

Till love makes the world go round
xoxo
Lynna :]


Thursday, June 17, 2010

Everybodys going to the party and we're a good time

16.6.10

Hey people. I'm back from Suntec City with Uncle Sam. His car is fucking cold! Like really cold but cool. Get it? Cold but cool? Haha, Uncle Sam bought this expensive tux for like I don't really know how much. His going for a party, don't really know where or when and he bought me this really cool shirt for $45 :D Woohoo! Well, my mom didn't like it cause she thinks its too nice -.- FTW mom?! She should just continue watching her Korean Drama. Speaking of shirt, I saw this really cool Britain flag t-shirt and I thought I wanna buy it but Natt already have them. To avoid copying shits, I didn't really buy it. but I love it so much. I really do. Well, there are other flag countries that we can wear I guess?

I need a new webcam. My old one gave me shitty quality. It sucks! :O But in order to buy a new webcam, I have to save money and in order to save money my mom have to give me the money, right? ;) Okay, I'm gonna ask my mom soon :D Yippee! OMGEE! You should see what my friend did! He is like super talented with the editing and stuff! WOot! oh, and I forgot to watch Big Time Rush again :(

Cool right?! haha, yes. One talented person ;) Haha, that's so rad, ma friends. haha, I wanna watch Miami Ink but I kept forgetting. Sucks to forget things :( Anyways, I'm about to go now. I have to meet my cousin to babysit her son while she's out to get her daughter. Hmm, gonna be a rowdy night :D Toodles!

Till eyes sparkles like diamonds
xoxo
Lynna :]


Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Everybody



Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Flowers that blossom in the winter

15.6.10

Hey you lookers and readers. Okay, today's topic is : Worst fucked up day

Has anyone of you have that day? I'm thinking "WHO HASN'T?!" hahaha
I just had one today :( My mom promised me that she'll treat me to lunch and she ask me to wake up at 6 in the morning so she can treat me..So, I woke up feeling all excited cause my mom is gonna treat me, then my mom said
" No, we can't go out. Raining. Mommy also kinda malas "
and I was like " WHAT THE FUCK!!!?? Get my hopes high for nothing!! "
then my mom said " Just have breakfast with Daddy okay? "
And I was like " No, I'm going back to sleep. GOOD NIGHT "
I think that point of time my parents were laughing at me. They are just mean people!! MEAN I TELL YOU!
hahaha. Look at where I get my genes from ;) hehe. Well, I'm just bored now with social networking sites! OH MY GOD! Speaking of social networking sites!! Twitter went crazy!! Its been duplicating all tweets! Like what the hell?! It was flooding the whole tweet feeds! UGH! Irritating! Man, Jesse McCartney is uber hot :S hehe, okay, I gotta get going. I kept Naj waiting.. So...

Till flowers blossom during winter
xoxo
Lynna :]


Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Changes

14.6.10

HOW I HATE PEOPLE WHO CHANGE FOR THE WORST!! SERIOUSLY! IT SUCKS! FUCK IT...I'M DONE HERE DEALING WITH YOU FAGS!!


Monday, June 14, 2010

It hurts sometimes thinking and reminiscing ...

13.6.10

Hey guys.. I'm SICK! :( That's just sad. My voice is so distorted! So, yeah. World cup still going on. I just realized that I'm too fucking lazy to update all world cup things.. I'm lazy like that, aye? Lol, okay, my voice is irritating. My throat is like in pain! Like seriously. I can't even swallow my own saliva for God sake! hahaha
Okay, so yesterday night at around 3am, my friend texted me this(why in the world would she text me in that time!) :

DID YOU KNOW :
-Kissing is healthy
-Bananas are good for cramps
-Chicken soup actually makes you feel better
-Its true. Guys DO insult you if they like you
-Having someone rub your tummy when it hurts actually helps it
-89% of guys would want the girls to make the first move
-Girls love it when guys hug them from behind the waist
-Chocolate makes you feel better
-Girls love it when guys let them wear their hoodie or jacket
-Guys think its cute when you mess up :D
-A true friend NEVER judge you
-There is only one guy in the world who is worth your tears
-If you have a dream about someone, then that person went to sleep thinking about you

Apparently, I think its all true :D It's cute though, huh? Haha, yeah. Well, have you seen pictures before? Like have you? Have you? I think you haven't! well, I'm not gonna write anymore but I'll show you some of those pictures. Here goes!

Okay, that's about it..Bye people!

Till wishes come true and you'll be happy
xoxo
Lynna :]


Sunday, June 13, 2010

World Cup! South Africa Vs. Mexico

11.6.10

Alright-y then people! It's started and I missed the first 25 mins. Thanks alot. So, uhm, South Africa Vs. Mexico. Okay, the score was currently still the same. Results given later on the night. Thanks for tuning in...


Friday, June 11, 2010

90th post : I don't do sluts, bitches and faggots :D

Alex and Jack
We The Kings
Hey there! Its me again. Well, why wouldn't it be? Its my blog. haha, noobs. Unless my friends wants to post something so, yeah in the mean time, it's just me. Woohoo. Okay, now we all know that The WORLD CUP is like today! I don't know who is against who but all I know is I support SPAIN! or ENGLAND! :D alright-y. Oh my god I love this word! Alright-y...Alright-y...Alrigh...Okay, that's enough. Now, I'll probably be posting another post again because that's just an update for the WORLD CUP 2010! FUCK YEAH! haha, I know i know... What the fuck? Alright, since I saw my dear friend, Aleena, mentioning me on her blog and write nice stuff about em I'm gunna talk about her for this post :D
That's her. Pretty, aye? Of course she is. Well, I met her last year and just this year we met up with her mom and sister. My god was it intense! I mean there's alot of embarrassing things I don't want to say. Lol, okay, now she's a nice girl with a lot of aspiration ... Sweet girl too. Oh and boys, she's taken. Please do not steal her away from her beloved boyfriend. Thank you. Haha, well, I don't know her well enough yet to write long and draggy stories but hey, its all for her :D Here's to ya, Aleena :D Sorry, just a small and short one :(

Naj, naj. Gorgeous and definitely beautiful...Hahah, She's a worrier..No no..not a warrior, a worrier. She worries about almost everything! She'll even call you up in 3 in the morning just because she doesn't know where her ear piece is..No not literally. But just a saying. Seriously..She is. Has tons of ambition and from the bottom of my heart that one ambition will soon to come true :D And that's her being a guitarist. Hey, slow and steady wins the race, aite? So, held you head up high and tell yourself " you can do it with three believers ; Natt, Me and most importantly AMIN! " I mean seriously, you can do it Naj :D Cheers to Naj! Love ya! Held your head high!Cheers!
Natt, the rising star. Alright. She is a go-with-the-flow kinda person. Gorgeous and wants to be a shoe model -.- Shoe model? What the fuck? Okay, that's a long story. Ask her yourself what happened :D haha, if she doesn't want to tell, that's your problem. So, she's a drummer and a singer. A very good singer. But, sadly she can't do screamo as perfect as Naj :D haha, I'm a ass :D Anyway, guys would drool over her. Almost three guys are. Can't name them. One of the three can't even be name-able..Whatever that means.. Well, here's to ya, Natt :D
Kyle!! The lover :D Woohoo. Well, can't tell ya the whole story though. Had a broken heart and its now fixed by me :D NO STEALING! okay, tons of ambitions too. Loves to play the piano and skate. Yes he's a skater. Nothing can come across him and his skateboard. Haha. A scene kid and lives in New York and HE IS COMING TO SEE ME IN DECEMBER! WOOHOO! No, non of you can follow. Its only me, him and Singapore's picturesque view :D Anyway, loves him to bits and will always love him. Love ya, Kyle :D

Well, I'm guessing that's it. I gotta get going. My hands are tired.

Till water slits down your throat
xoxo
Lynna :]

P.S. This is the longest post I've ever written. Have fun reading! lol

All rights go to the owner of the pictures :D


Friday, June 11, 2010

Toys...Toys...Toys...PILLOW! What?! Pillow?

10.6.10

Before
After

Wassap?! Its me! (again) Fuck! the fucking youtube won't buffer! Okay,now can :D Alright-y! Yes that was me when I was young. I look alot alike that time compared to me when I was around 5-11 years old. I look alot different. I look cute though ;) hehe,sorry. Yeah, my eyes are most likely closed -.- That's not funny. I'm not a chinese! Well, I'm a quarter chinese but hey, I'm still not one nor I'm a full caucasian nor a full malay nor a full indoenasian ... I'm a mixed :D Woohoo! But speaking of childhoods, last time when I was young, I used to have this really nice smelling pillow and that's my favorite pillow. I use to cry when I can't find it and then Uncle Sam has to find it for me ;) Thanks, Uncle Sam. YOU ROCK! Anyway, yes all malays know its called a "bantal busuk" meaning smelly pillow. We all have that. Maybe among you guys still have someone who still sleeps with them? Haha, oops! Alright-y then..Well, I sleep with my teddy now :D Teddy is my boyfriend..currently..AND I LOVE BEING WITH HIM! He doesnt bitch about me. Teddy owns, ma man! Teddy was given by Uncle Ali! Uncle Ali rock too! Now, but you can't really laugh at me for still sleeping with a soft toy? I bet you guys have your own get-you-to-sleep thing ? No? Then you're a noob! I love the word "noob" NO STEALING!! seriously. No stealing! :P Well, I'm not really into like that doll that has irritating ribbon tied around their necks. Irritating, ma man! Haha,


Okay, now I'm changing the way I write about things. I don't want to put like you know boring stuff like what I do everyday and stuff like that. Only if I hang out with some friends, I'll write about it. Other than that, NAH! I ain't gunna. Because it's irritating like that. Now, some of my close friends do know I love to cuss, right? I mean, who doesn't? Yes yes! I know! It's a sin but its kinda the way I talk. Seriously? Don't like it? Fuck off. -.- I'm not born to impress or please anyone. Wow! Did I get off topic?
Anyway, people all seemed to have this things called ADHD?
OMGEE?! What's "Adddasadasf"??
It's ADHD..not Addasadsf..(faggot)
Right. What's ADHD?
ADHD is the acronyms for
Attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder. ADHD syndrome may be seen as one or more continuous traits found normally throughout the general population.ADHD is a developmental disorder in which certain traits such as impulse control lag in development. Using magnetic resonance imaging of the prefrontal cortex, this developmental lag has been estimated to range from 3 to 5 years. These delays are considered to cause impairment. A diagnosis of ADHD does not, however, imply a neurological disease.(taken from Wikipedia) now, you know?
Gooooood!
Now, what's Dyslexia?
OH MY GOD! Stop with this!
NO! I'm not!

Dyslexia is a learning disability that manifests itself as a difficulty with reading decoding, reading comprehension and/or reading fluency. It is separate and distinct from reading difficulties resulting from other causes, such as a non-neurological deficiency with vision or hearing, or from poor or inadequate reading instruction. It is estimated that dyslexia affects between 5% to 17% of the population.(taken from Wikipedia)

Hahhhhh...What are we going to do without Google and Wikipedia? I'll tell you what!! WE ALL DIE FROM READING INFORMATION FROM BOOKS!! That's pure torture right there. Haha, well I've typed enough and I'm gunna make me and my brother a hot instant maggie mee :D I'm a good cook :D Lol, no i'm not :D

Well, thanks again for reading :D

Till opera singers broke glasses

xoxo

Lynna :]

P.S. Something wrong with the "enter button" =|



Thursday, June 10, 2010

:)

9.6.10


Hmm, I don't really know what to write for today. I'm just gonna put this lyrics up :D it really reminds me of Brandon :S I love you, Brandon.

Colbie Caillat - I never told you

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you


Love you guys
xoxo
Lynna :]


Wednesday, June 09, 2010

nows that the only reason you talk crap about me is because you have no life to talk about.. hint hint, get a life and stop hating on mine :)

7.6.10

Hello hello? Hello?! OH MY FUCK! ARE YOU THERE?! Oh, wait, you are. Hi there :D Okay. I'm like not really caring what's happening to my surroundings. Well, that's me. I couldn't care less. Seriously. Well, it seems that I'm changing! :D Woohoo! Well, not really. Music made me this way though. ;) Peace. Hmm, lets just talk about why you cannot scare old people. Well, I've tried. Its the worst thing you could ever do!

Okay, so I was like walking to the kitchen and so my aunt was there and she was rummaging through the fridge. And so, I decided to walk of the kitchen and give a a scare. Sadly she jumped up and hit my head with a bread.That long bread. My god, I just got owned by my aunt. That's just sad. :'( haha, okay then I'm not gonna write much today. I'm kinda bored now. So, I gotta bounce!!!

Till wrongs makes the words come to life
xoxo
Lynna :]

P.S. That was from Thanks for the memories from Fall Out Boy ;)


Monday, June 07, 2010

Horoscopes :D

6.6.10

LIBRA - The Asshole (9/23-10/22)

Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal.

Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way.*5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

SCORPIO - The SUPERIOR One (10/23-11/21)

Loves being in long relationships.Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing.Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser.

Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed.*15 years of bad luck if you do not repost

SAGITTARIUS-THE SUPERIOR SEXUAL PARTNER (11/22-12/21)

Loves to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY.Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it..Cool. *24 years of bad luck if you do not repost

THIS CAPRICORN - The One that Waits (12/22-1/19)

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart.Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to.*7 Years of bad luck if you do not repost

AQUARIUS - The one every girl or boy needs (1/20-2/18)

Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. *7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

PISCES - The perfect one (2/19-3/20)

EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. AWESOME KISSER.Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Finding.*4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

ARIES- The Irresistible One (3/21-4/19)

Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good in bed... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. *9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

TAURUS - The Aggressive One (4/20-5/20)

Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. *12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

GEMINI - The Gorgeous one (5/21-6/21)

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny.Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. *16 years of bad luck if you do not repost

CANCER - The Coolest mutha fucka ull ever meet. (6/22-7/22)

Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. *2 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

LEO - The Sexy One (7/23-8/22)

Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible.*10 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

VIRGO- The Promiscuous One (8/23-9/22)

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. *5 years of back luck if you do not repost.

PISCES - The perfect one (2/19-3/20)



Sunday, June 06, 2010

I'm in heaven! lol, jk, I'm on Earth! On motherfucking Earth!





Hello earthlings. Heheh, okay, now I'm just gonna write short yet interesting story! hehe, I just came home from an awesome Sunday. Natt? I'm sure you're eager to know what happen but I can't tell you here. Surprise for tomorrow (07/06/10) hehe, Oh my good golly god! that was an awesome date with Nikki I tell you! hehehe..Awesome guy meets awesome major screw up. that's me :D hehe, sorry Nicks :D yeah I call him Nicks. He ask me too. Now now, I have to tell you bout this really fucked up guy who can't accept the fact that I'm not interested in him! Lol, Naj and Natt. You gotta know who right. Just in case Naj doesn't know, Natt do your job. Thanks -.- Okay, back to the thing thing I HATE HIM! HATE HIM! HATE HIM! HATE HIM!! Wow, alot of hatred, huh? Fine whatever. Gonna move on.

Now, I have this friend name Stephen Parker. My god is he a sweetheart? He is! haha, okay, now basically I just told Natt what happened :D I can't wait to hang with my Naj and Natt again. I miss you guys! :( haha, okay, now I have to find time to hang with Aleena and my best friends. Haha, to be honest, random add has advantage and disadvantage. Bleh! haha!

I finally talked to Brandon. Isn't he a hottie? Haha, I love you Brandon :D hehe. I really do. It seems he and Kyle are the only one who cared for me from a distance. Aw! I love you Kyle. I love you Brandon. hehe!Okay okay. I'm done for the day here

Toodles~

Till hearts are brought together as one
xoxo
Lynna :]

P.S. I love you all!


Sunday, June 06, 2010

DGAF :)

5.6.10

Okay okay. I get the game you're playing here. Puh-lease, bahaha, I really love playing this game. I told people once again and again. I have limits to friends. To think I'd actually cared about people like you? Haha, I don't give a fuck. Seriously. Write and tell people about how you hate me and stuff like that. Tell! Like as if my life isn't screwed anymore. Go go! Whatever. I seriously wouldn't mind. I've learned to ignore people and I'll ignore you. My friends are in a mess and I can only rely on two people. I may fail my English exam but hey, whatever. I don't care. Seriously. I may curse and cuss but that's how I am. Everyone says that. Pfft. My life my be not as perfect how yours can be and I may not have the nicest voice ever but that's how I'm created. Don't like it? Fine. I didn't force you to like me or anything. Can't accept me? Then don't. Bahaha. You're a joke. Seriously. You can use me as a tool? Hmm, no.. Use some other people. I'll tell you something. I have a life and I'm not stupid to figure out everything on my own. I'm not born yesterday. Tricks you pull? I've come across them before. Be angry. Be mad. Go ahead. Whatever. Point the fucking middle finger at me. See if I care. Hmmm, You don't know me well enough to say stuff that isn't fully true. Write, tell, scribble, doodle? Do all those. See if I care again. Haha, you need to have a lot of experience to break me. My threads are still thick.

I may where all of those short sleeves and it is really none of your business but I have limits to wear spaghetti straps. Last time I heard you're not a fashion critic. Hmm, makes sense on how you are not? Well, I wear eye-make up is still up to me. I may not be thin like you but at least I know how to treat my friends properly. I may not tie my hair or whatever because I like to. You're nobody to me and so judge yourself. Woah. like I give a fuck again. _|_ Haha, please you're too young to pull tricks like this. I want to wear clothing's of my choice. Not to satisfy your eyes only. Okay? Alright I know I'm fat but you don't need to tell me. I think I know myself more than some asshole I met last year. I am not some random girl who you can actually push around with. You pushed the wrong button you'll get what you'll deserve. I wonder if you know that this is you I'm talking about. Well, read all this or not or facebook-ed or whatever. I SERIOUSLY DON'T CARE. The only reason I'm writing all this is because I'm getting my points straight about you and me and you insulting me of all of this bullshits! But come on, be mature. I'm guessing you're not.

I have medical conditions where only certain people are allowed to know. Ask me what happened to me when I was young. Ask me why all of those crap happened. Fuck this shit. I ain't gonna sit around here all day writing shits I don't even cared about but obviously I did. Don't jump into conclusion about people. I may be depressed about things all the time and you shouldn't look down on me just because you're mentally stronger. okay? Fuck this shit seriously. I cuss so what?

Pfft. Jokers

-Lynna


Saturday, June 05, 2010

I'll leave

4.6.10

I'll leave. Bye


Friday, June 04, 2010

Wee hee hee ;)

3.6.10


What up, suckas? You guys doing great? No? Yes? Holding on? Hmmm, whatever. IDFC. So, I have an issue about something. Why do I end up doing something stupid just to know someone actually cares for me? I mean, why can't they just tell me they do? What? I have to kill myself just to know everyone actually cares for me? Isn't that a waste my life and your time? Like, not that I want attention and all that but I actually just want to know that I'm worth being your friends and being in your lives. Hmmm, maybe I should try breaking my hand or legs or arm or even my spine? But too much pain is not really what I wanted =|

I've always had this thinking(I think you do too) : What will happened to people I know found out that I died? They cry and then forget about you, isn't it? I mean everything has been done and over with. They can't possibly just cry everyday and every night, right? Haha, what fun would that be for me. Well, people always say they care about you but never show it. People say they love you but never show it. People say they miss you but they still never show it. I think the saying : Action speaks louder than words is true. I have so many internet friends but only 1% of them cared. The rest of that 99% doesn't even bother. Thanks. I'll be deleting you soon ;) I'm not making this all about me but I just want to know. I'm curios like that. HEY! I can type without even looking at the keyboard!! WOOHOO! No, kidding! haha, see? I have the worst attention span. =| Well, whatever, you guys can do whatever you guys want. I don't mind anyway. =| So, Imma go and run along. Bye bye

Till tears rolled down my cheeks
xoxo
Lynna =)


Thursday, June 03, 2010

Things we lost in the fire

2.6.10


"The moment I met you, I knew I'd love you forever.The moment I saw you, I knew I'd never look away.The moment you talked to me, I knew I'd never hear another voice again."

Okay okay. I know, emo uh, but hey, its me.

So, we all know someone dear was taken away from me. But for a good reason probably?
So, I wasted time last night just thinking bout whether he is here, with me, like he said he would.
I can't feel that. I really can't. Does this means he's lying? He is not keeping to his promise?
No, he is not lying. He does keeps his promise. I can't put the situation where its all about me. I have to put him in the picture too.

He has been so good to me. He gave me the reason to live life as a teenager. Whether I like it or not. He held my hand when I'm lonely. He catches me when I'm about to fall. He held me tight when he knows I'm about to give up. Oh man! If you were in my shoes, you'll be feeling like you're in a fairytale with happy endings. I'm not going to be sad about something being over, I'm going to smile because he was once mine. I love the feeling of his palm. That softness and tenderness. I loved the way his hair always stays perfect. I loved the way he laughed and I've always loved that billion dollar smile he has. It brightens up my whole world.

I've always had this feeling of when I wake up, I'll know he'll be there, right next to me, smiling. Now, I still do. I still do. I imagined myself in his arms every night when I can't sleep. That chest of his never fails to feel perfect. Now, when I smile, you'll probably see it's pretty broken. When you look closely in my eyes, you'll see nothing. Because there is nothing left of me. Someone said to me that I have to let go. The problem is, I can't. After reading those things I wrote, do you think I can let go? I don't think so. I'm telling you those memories are permanent to me. It's part of me. I pretend to feel that everything is fine now but at night, don't bother askin' if I'm okay or not. So, I'm guessing I've wasted your time. So, Imma go and fuck off now. oh, thanks Natt and Naj, you're the ones who is helping me gaining common sense :P I love you guys!

Till my heart beats again for a loved one
xoxo
Lynna :]

P.S. I really wish he could see this. How much he means to me.
I love you.



Wednesday, June 02, 2010

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Hey there ;D The name is Lynna. 14. Is a hypocrite(not that much though.I'm still nice XD) An asshole. Has tons of issues with people. Seriously. I will kick and punch the crap outta ya. I'm like that. I may seem weird and scary on the outside but very fragile on the inside not to mention sweet(pfft). Very fragile. So be sure to be careful on how you treat me ;) I'm a normal girl who is not in a clique or whatever. Hate that alot.I do not expect you to get me, or anything on this website, I know I can be complicated, I don’t get along with many people.I got a lot of aspirations, and they’re what’s keeping me alive. I mixed with alot of people who has different genres like ; punk, emo, indie and metalcore and more of course. Issues with people is a concern for you guys. I dislike people asking me for my MSN without even talking to me first. I hate creepy people who are above 48+ years old who has Facebook in the first place, yuck,and to be sure to get this clear : DO NOT ELABORATE FUCKING BULLSHITS STORIES YOU TELL YOUR BOYFRIENDS OR WHATEVER ABOUT ME :D oh, ask me anything if you're curious enough to ask ;D Thanks for reading. Haha, In case I haven't mention, I hate chain mails. Send them to me, I'll delete you..For sure. End.© Copyright
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