Dean, this post is for you.

Right, most people have issues and loves to "ACT BIG". It's just because they are covering their insecurities. Yes, I do that too sometimes. But when it comes to a certain extend, it's just fucking annoying and disgusting. Let them be. If it's not at you their acting big to, then leave them alone. It's not your problem to solve. It's the others.
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We all know what you did back then. We all know it was foolish of you to do that. Yes you changed and I see that clearly. Most people are just some retard that can't see what is actually happening. Most people love to JUDGE what they SEE not by finding out the truth. It's annoying, I know. But it's the 21st Century not the 17th. Dean, you gotta pull it together with your beloved one. Fuck her if she can't see it. Fuck her if she doesn't want to believe every shit you say. But all you know is that you changed for the better. It's not for her eyes its for yours. You know you want to change and you did. It's the right thing to do. Dean, people don't get you that is why they look down on you. Yeah you may dream big but one fine, retarded day, you're gonna reach that big dream of yours with me and Melinda. Don't let some UNKNOWN person who isn't in your life control you for flying sake!!! She's nobody to but just some old crippled woman who you see every Mon-Fri. Yeah she looks at you fuckishly, so what?! She's old and she can't be young like you anymore ^-^ that is why she always pull faces at you. She's jealous cause you're young and still having fun :) She's just some goddamn prostitute -.- Yeah, I said it! Mhm! hahaha, Dean, listen, you're great believe me when I tell you. You're better than anyone else I know. There. I said it.
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Now, labels. Who cares if you're a nerd, a loner, a minah. Who cares?! Labels are just some fucked up thing in teenagers lives. They label you for how you look. That's like in clothing stores where you label all the colors and the sizes. F.Y.I. We're students not apparels for fuck sake! Sheesh, some people wanna act like as if they're in American movies where there's the jocks, the popular, the geeks , the nerds etc! You are living in Singapore not America. Why? Being label is cool? I think not. You're being label because you can only belong to your kind of people. You just HAVE to hang out with the same person who has the same taste on something or personality. Isn't that just like a twin but it's only two or more different people? But isn't it better if you can MIX around with others? You can actually make more friends that way. Please, people are just plain weird.

Well, I know. It's pretty boring but, it's worth my hands and muscles. I think I have more muscles on my hands than on my arms. That's just weird. See? I'm weird and I'm proud to say that I love being one :)

Love ya,Dean and please...Don't go to hell again, if you know what I mean ;)

-Sam