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2.6.10

"The moment I met you, I knew I'd love you forever.The moment I saw you, I knew I'd never look away.The moment you talked to me, I knew I'd never hear another voice again."

Okay okay. I know, emo uh, but hey, its me.

So, we all know someone dear was taken away from me. But for a good reason probably?
So, I wasted time last night just thinking bout whether he is here, with me, like he said he would.
I can't feel that. I really can't. Does this means he's lying? He is not keeping to his promise?
No, he is not lying. He does keeps his promise. I can't put the situation where its all about me. I have to put him in the picture too.

He has been so good to me. He gave me the reason to live life as a teenager. Whether I like it or not. He held my hand when I'm lonely. He catches me when I'm about to fall. He held me tight when he knows I'm about to give up. Oh man! If you were in my shoes, you'll be feeling like you're in a fairytale with happy endings. I'm not going to be sad about something being over, I'm going to smile because he was once mine. I love the feeling of his palm. That softness and tenderness. I loved the way his hair always stays perfect. I loved the way he laughed and I've always loved that billion dollar smile he has. It brightens up my whole world.

I've always had this feeling of when I wake up, I'll know he'll be there, right next to me, smiling. Now, I still do. I still do. I imagined myself in his arms every night when I can't sleep. That chest of his never fails to feel perfect. Now, when I smile, you'll probably see it's pretty broken. When you look closely in my eyes, you'll see nothing. Because there is nothing left of me. Someone said to me that I have to let go. The problem is, I can't. After reading those things I wrote, do you think I can let go? I don't think so. I'm telling you those memories are permanent to me. It's part of me. I pretend to feel that everything is fine now but at night, don't bother askin' if I'm okay or not. So, I'm guessing I've wasted your time. So, Imma go and fuck off now. oh, thanks Natt and Naj, you're the ones who is helping me gaining common sense :P I love you guys!

Till my heart beats again for a loved one
xoxo
Lynna :]

P.S. I really wish he could see this. How much he means to me. I love you.

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

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Hey there ;D The name is Lynna. 14. Is a hypocrite(not that much though.I'm still nice XD) An asshole. Has tons of issues with people. Seriously. I will kick and punch the crap outta ya. I'm like that. I may seem weird and scary on the outside but very fragile on the inside not to mention sweet(pfft). Very fragile. So be sure to be careful on how you treat me ;) I'm a normal girl who is not in a clique or whatever. Hate that alot.I do not expect you to get me, or anything on this website, I know I can be complicated, I don’t get along with many people.I got a lot of aspirations, and they’re what’s keeping me alive. I mixed with alot of people who has different genres like ; punk, emo, indie and metalcore and more of course. Issues with people is a concern for you guys. I dislike people asking me for my MSN without even talking to me first. I hate creepy people who are above 48+ years old who has Facebook in the first place, yuck,and to be sure to get this clear : DO NOT ELABORATE FUCKING BULLSHITS STORIES YOU TELL YOUR BOYFRIENDS OR WHATEVER ABOUT ME :D oh, ask me anything if you're curious enough to ask ;D Thanks for reading. Haha, In case I haven't mention, I hate chain mails. Send them to me, I'll delete you..For sure. End.© Copyright

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