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2.12.09

Hey hey :] Sorry, I didn't keep my promise of writing :[[[ Awww. I feel so dumb today! I just lost Brandon, to a picture i doodled. I'm really really sorry like from the bottom of my heart. I don't know how to express how sorry I am to him cause he's like SO far away and probably he won't talk to me ever again.GREAT!? That sucks! Yeah, i admit! I cried reading his text message in Tagged. You guys aren't suppose to know that but its still what i have to do to get it outta my chest. I was so unhappy the whole day today and probably the next following! GREAT!!!?? This thing is haunting me! Emoing the whole day to! I'm listening to : The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Damn Regret. I feels so STUPID! I haven't get a reply from him yet and I don't think he won't be replying. Sigh. The lyrics to the song that impacts me the most is : I'm wishing you were here.My weakness is my fear .Alone I am myself .No reason left for me to care .Distracted by the sound .I hear footsteps all around .Empowered by adrenaline .Feel I've been born again .Again, I am repeating myself . It sucks listening to that lyrics and the song but it's the one keeping me writing this post.


Great! I'm like a f***king fool and feeling like one! It hurts to lose a friend so dear to me and we had so much fun talking. I really don't want to lose that feeling cause it'll be like a missing piece within me. It will hurt so badly! Well, i just got his reply and he sounds so heart-broken! I'm so doomed! and gawd! My heart is so torn!! Damn it! Why is this so hard!? Tearing my eyes like NOW! I don't have my friends cause they're probably busy or something. Natt sometimes have to leave cause her parents are around, I understand. Naj, she always seems not to care or from the sound of her voice, I can tell she's not interested at all(not blaming you, Naj). Zat, he's always not answering his phone cause he has better stuff to do like take care of his beloved cats(which are cute by the way). And Syasya, Don't feel like the person to share relationship problems with. Anyway, gotta go and relax my eyes.

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Wednesday, December 02, 2009

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Hey there ;D The name is Lynna. 14. Is a hypocrite(not that much though.I'm still nice XD) An asshole. Has tons of issues with people. Seriously. I will kick and punch the crap outta ya. I'm like that. I may seem weird and scary on the outside but very fragile on the inside not to mention sweet(pfft). Very fragile. So be sure to be careful on how you treat me ;) I'm a normal girl who is not in a clique or whatever. Hate that alot.I do not expect you to get me, or anything on this website, I know I can be complicated, I don’t get along with many people.I got a lot of aspirations, and they’re what’s keeping me alive. I mixed with alot of people who has different genres like ; punk, emo, indie and metalcore and more of course. Issues with people is a concern for you guys. I dislike people asking me for my MSN without even talking to me first. I hate creepy people who are above 48+ years old who has Facebook in the first place, yuck,and to be sure to get this clear : DO NOT ELABORATE FUCKING BULLSHITS STORIES YOU TELL YOUR BOYFRIENDS OR WHATEVER ABOUT ME :D oh, ask me anything if you're curious enough to ask ;D Thanks for reading. Haha, In case I haven't mention, I hate chain mails. Send them to me, I'll delete you..For sure. End.© Copyright
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